You hate it when I leave I wish that I could stay
你讨厌我离开 我却希望能留下  
I wish that we could fly to somewhere far away
我多希望我们能飞向远方  
Sometimes I'm feelin' good but never feelin' great
有时我感觉不错 却从未感到真正快乐  
If our love is so golden why'd it fade to gray
如果我们的爱如此珍贵 为何它会褪色  
Still feeling like an outcast
我依然像个局外人  
I've got some close friends
我有几个亲密的朋友  
But we don't even talk anymore
但我们已不再交谈
And recently I've learned that the more that I grow
最近我逐渐意识到，随着我不断成长  
I care less and less than before
我对事物的关心却越来越少  
Can't tell if I'm numb or I'm just growin' up
分不清是麻木了，还是只是成熟了  
I'm getting so good at covering it up
我越来越擅长掩饰内心的感受  
It's like a full time job at being in my head
这就像一份全职工作，困在我的思绪里  
I'm lyin' on posts I've got the needle and the thread
我在编织谎言，像缝补针线般熟练  
I'm getting so good
我越来越擅长  
I'm getting so good
我越来越擅长  
I'm getting so good
我越来越擅长  
Feel lonely when you leave but girl I gotta go
当你离开时我感到孤独，但女孩，我必须离开  
I wish that we could fly out to somewhere on the coast
我希望我们能飞到某个海岸  
Right now I'm feeling good I wouldn't call it great
此刻我感觉不错，但还称不上很好  
Why am I so lonely but lock myself away
为什么我如此孤独，却把自己封闭起来  
And I hate that it got brushed off
我讨厌那些被忽视的感觉  
When I was just a kid
当我还是个孩子时  
It made me so sad when I was young
它让我在年少时如此悲伤
This anxiety grew with me
这份焦虑与我一同成长  
It's hard to talk about it
难以启齿  
But I feel it when I'm numb
但当我麻木时，我仍能感受到它  
Can't tell if I'm numb or I'm just growin' up
分不清是麻木了，还是只是成熟了  
I'm getting so good at covering it up
我越来越擅长掩饰内心的感受  
It's like a full time job at being in my head
这就像一份全职工作，困在我的思绪里  
I'm lyin' on posts I've got the needle and the thread
我在编织谎言，像缝补针线般熟练  
I'm getting so good
我越来越擅长  
I'm getting so good
我越来越擅长  
I'm getting so good
我越来越擅长  
Tell me what's so good about living with the pain
告诉我，与痛苦共处有什么意义  
If I got one life I don't wanna feel the same
如果只有一次生命，我不想再感受同样的痛苦  
If you loved me now I don't think I'd feel the same
即使你现在爱我，我也不会有同样的感受  
'Cause the weight on my head really damagin' my brain
因为压在我心头的重担正摧毁我的心灵  
Tell me what's so good about living with the pain
告诉我，与痛苦共处有什么意义  
If I got one life I don't wanna feel the same
如果只有一次生命，我不想再感受同样的痛苦  
If you loved me now I don't think I'd feel the same
即使你现在爱我，我也不会有同样的感受  
'Cause the weight on my head really damagin' my brain
因为压在我心头的重担正摧毁我的心灵  
Can't tell if I'm numb or I'm just growin' up
分不清是麻木了，还是只是成熟了  
I'm getting so good at covering it up
我越来越擅长掩饰内心的感受  
It's like a full time job at being in my head
这就像一份全职工作，困在我的思绪里  
I'm lyin' on posts I've got the needle and the thread
我在编织谎言，像缝补针线般熟练  
I'm getting so good
我越来越擅长  
I'm getting so good
我越来越擅长  
I'm getting so good
我越来越擅长  
I'm getting so good
我越来越擅长

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