I felt a lot of pain but it didn't stop my heart
And all I really wanted was someone to give a little fuck
But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up
I tried it once before and I think I might've messed up
I struggled with the veins and I guess I didn't bleed enough
But maybe I'm alive 'cause I didn't really wanna die
But nothing very special ever happens in my life
Take the blade away from me, I am a freak
I am afraid that all the blood escaping me won't end the pain
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
I died to be the white ghost of the man that I was meant to be
I tried it like before and this time I made a deep cut
I thought about my friends and the way I didn't give enough
And I should've told my mother, mom I love you like a good son
But this life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one
Take the blade away from me, I am a freak
I am afraid that all the blood escaping me won't end the pain‌

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